Assistance Requested: Crochet Pattern from October 22

Hello Craftorator Nation and fellow thread friends;

I am new to this site...so I am chalking ALL topics to being new.

I fell in love with this site when I found a pattern on October 22 that I have been trying to get ever since. Every time I ask, no one EVER answers me. I tried looking for the pattern again just to test myself to see if I was on the correct site or if the pattern was no longer there.

The pattern I am referring to is dated October 22, featuring a white/silver crown. All I am asking is how I can obtain this pattern.

Attempts to Get Assistance

1. I joined this site and asked for the pattern... No help.

2. I asked how to pay for this pattern so I might download it. No answer.

3. I asked for help last week. No answer.

4. This is my last try... and I concentrated on my membership not to “your” standards.

5. Fourth try, no answer.

6. I will not end this on a negative point, but I am considering canceling my membership to this site.